Tales of an apocalypse – Part II “The Soldier”

Today’s short story is part of a series inspired while writing my science fiction novel. It’s a chance for me to explore what other characters in my world would be doing both during and post apocalypse. Hope you enjoy my free short stories. Please share, tweet, and talk about my work. I look forward to your feedback.

Today’s story, The Soldier, goes along with “Infinite White” on Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen by Steve Jablonsky.

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Smoke and greasy green mist slung along the folds of the earthSlime become airOver the mudbrick wall, the artillery rounds flash, manmade lightning followed by manmade thunder as the rounds thump, thump, thumpInside the compound nothing stirs except the soldier and the wind.

The soldiers hands are encased in clumsy gloves, taped around the wrists to seal them to the MOPP suitIt is hard to hold the pen, but she doesShe balances on one foot, awkwardly fat in her heavy gearShe braces her other foot against the wall and uses the writing desk of her thighShe squints in the predawn gloom.  

Her notebook is small and she turns it sideways to sketch the lay out, labeling as she goes.

Crossing the yard from the breech to the main house, she kicks a body obscured in the gas fogA dogThey hate dogs, but here it isMaybe in its last frantic moments it sought human solaceMaybe it just got lost.

Her com crackles, pours the disgruntled voice of the security commander into her earHes full of questions: “How much longers this gonna takeWhat you findWe need to call for back up?”

As long as it takesNothing I can say over the com and no.”  

She turns back to her work, pushing into the guest houseThere is a body behind the doorShe rolls it overThe thin bare arm flops, fingers raise a cloud of dust as they drop, striking the ground.

It takes three tries to thumb open an eyeThe soldier curses the gear that protects her from the gas that killed this childSweat in her face and she cant do a thing about it.

The pupil is cloudy and the white is the warm yelloworange of a sunny side up eggShe adds a tick to her tallyShe wont think about how this child is the age of her ownShe wont notice the mothers body, curled in a futile attempt to shelter her babyThe baby is pale, skin marbled with blue veins of useless bloodMother and baby are just more ticks on a tally sheet.

Over the com the security commander grumbles aboutthe bleeding heart humanifuckingtarians‘. Theyre wasting everyones timeTheres no reason to count the deadNo one will claim them.

The killer chemicals are designed to rapidly breakdown in the environmentThey speed the decomposition process and are themselves quickly rendered inert as they interact with the dust, the smoke, the sand of this last, worst placeClean up is literally a breeze in most cases

The soldier counts her tick marksOutside the compound the mortars fall silentShe can see the glow of dawn illuminating the wall through the windowSurprised, she checks her watch, but its obscured by layers of latex and tape.

Hey, what time is it?” she asks the comThe verbose security commander has been rendered muteShe tries again, but gets nothingShe fumbles at the neck of her suit, trying to change the channel from 3 to 4, but the button eludes her overgloved hands.

The soldier is angry nowShe does not want to be here, counting these dead peopleShe didnt ask for this assignmentThe security commander has no right to ignore herShe wants to scream at him, make him take her and her job seriously.  

Just because shes never shot someone doesnt make her less of a soldierHes deliberately breaking communication protocol and shellwhatReport his sorry assOh, dearAnything but thatHell sneer and later, with his buddies, theyll laugh at her futile rage.  

She steps out of the breech and looks aroundThe security commander sits in his vehicle, back to herShe storms over, MOPP boots squishing noisily with each step, her face reddening, her fatly gloved hands clenching into boxers mitts.  

Hey, what the-”

Hes deadSo is his driverSo are the othersThe blood runs unclotting from nose, ears, eyesIf she looks at his lap she will see it pooling there as well.  

The flash, the lightIt wasnt dawnIt was retaliation.

The soldier looks aroundNothing stirs, nothing livesOnly the soldier and her tick marks remain.

Tales of an apocalypse – Part I “The Mother”

Today’s short story is part of a series inspired while writing my science fiction novel. It’s a chance for me to explore what other characters in my world would be doing both during and post apocalypse. Hope you enjoy my free short stories. Please share, tweet, and talk about my work. I look forward to your feedback.

Each of these stories is inspired by a song in my post apocalypse playlist. I recommend reading and listening.

Today’s story, The Mother, goes along with “Lament” on Rivers Arms by Balmorhea.

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Rain on the windowGentle, late spring rainSoon school will be out

She moves slowly through the house, bending to pick up her sons sock, her daughters tablet chargerJust a morning filled with slow rain and a methodical woman who cleans the house incrementally as she makes her way upstairs to the kitchen, to the coffee and the radio.

At the table, she sits, the wide blueblack mug in hand, staring, without seeing, at the fridgePhotos and homework with stars, reminders and grocery listsA cat magnet purchased for her by her husband at a farmers marketIt has lost its smugly smiling head.

The noise of the day will intrude soon enoughThe news, bad and worseThe world spinning out of controlDisaster and doom and possibly even extinction.

But not yetNot until the coffee is drunk away, leaving only bitter aftertaste.

For now, she holds these last moments, as once she had held her daughter, cupping her tiny head crowned with downy, black fuzz and smelling of sweet love and infinite promiseSilence as precious as her sons slow breathing in the night when she stands in his doorway.

She sighs and blinks, squares her shoulders and faces the dayClick.  

The voices come to her, far off oracles muttering doom in tones filled with anger, panic, resignation and stiff professionalismThe reporters have determined to carry on and so must sheShe rises and returns to the rooms of her childrenShe sends them again into a world they believe will ever be as it has been.

Through the day, she travels the small orbit of her home, gathering things with a gravity all her ownTwo backpacksTwo first aid kitsTwo small bottles filled with iodine pillsTwo magnesium fire startersTwo compasses, the military ones with wire thumb loopsTwo filtering water bottles.

There are the other thingsThe things which cant be taken, but which are too precious to leaveThe photos and lettersThe computer full of tiny messages from senders now unreachableA closet full of clothes which still smell of her husband when she presses her face into them.

Be safe, love, and take care of our bratsSee you in a few months.”  And he got on the truck and he never came back.

When her children arrive home she will tell them they must goShe can travel with them part of the way, but in the end she must send them on aloneShe can only hope they are careful and brave and most of all, far, far luckier than she has ever been.

Today they will come homeHer daughter will sit on the swing on the back porch and cuddle with her boyfriendMaybe they will kiss and whisper secretsMaybe they will make unkeepable promises that they will never be parted.

Her son will watch her with his wide dark eyes, a little ghost of his father haunting her even as he gives her a reason to liveHe will lean his curly head against her shoulder (when did he get so tall?) and he will sigh and tell her it will be OKHes a liar, like his father.

Today is counted among the last days of a pregnant springEveryones waiting, anxious for the newsWill summer birth disaster or catastrophe

On the day the trucks roll down Main Street, thunderheads heap up in the west, rumbling their threats like a drunk getting ready to do violenceThe parents bring their children to the schoolSome cowards bring bags with them, deceiving their offspring until the last with promises.  

Were going on the next trucksWell see you in a few hours.”

She stands in the street and watches the trucksSome wont let their children goBetter to spend what time remains together.  

The mother cant do thisShe cant keep this chance from her children so she throws them after their fatherPerhaps she is weakPerhaps she cannot bear to watch them as the end comes.  

Its for the bestIts the only wayTheyll be chosenTheyll be saved.” 

But everyone knows its not trueThey scatter slowly, hating each other for everyones neighbor had a hand in this, yet they are desperate not to be alone.

In the empty house she waits, a ghost of herself, phantom of the life beforeShe waits.